When you put to much pressure on yourself, you just can't do anything anymore. Everyone tells me things I should be doing, things which I have been doing- and then can no longer do once I've been told to do them.

I have decided to wear lipstick every day. So far, I've failed.

I wish I had a tape recorder inside my head, so I didn't need to write things down in order to remember them. I always feel as though there's so much I want to say, but when I sit down to write it out, it's all just gone.

There are also a lot of many, many horrible poets out there. Seriously god awful.

Do you wear lipstick to an interview? I need to know these things. All of these little, daily things that most people seem to know by default- I need to be let in on all of this. What exactly DO you wear to an interview? Especially for a job that finally doesn't involve serving food? I was only told to wear 'proper interview attire.'

How exactly dressed up do you get before you start looking like a hooker? How can you wear heels at all without starting to look like a hooker? How do you wear tights while wearing heels? How short of a dress is too short? Do I have to wear a suit jacket, no matter what? I was never told these things!

I'm not good at being grown up.